8 September 2010, 8:47 am
when the cops came to talk to him he said he was fine, because now he sees how much i care about him and that as long as i'm there for him, he'll be okay. they left he then turned to me and said "how could you do this to me? i will never trust you again, maybe you didn't intend for the cops to berate me but they did and it's your fault." i said i wanted to go outside and call a friend so i could get my emotions out because he wasn't talking to me, he was just angry at me. he said "no, you're not going outside until the morning. i want you here tonight, and i don't know if i'll want you in the morning, or next week or next month, but i want you here tonight." he was upset that i didn't try harder to stop him, that i should have never called the police, but i was very scared that he'd suffocate himself on his pillow (which now i know isn't even possible -_-) so i called for help. five minutes after i placed the call and was talking to the operator about what happened, he said, "hang up and i'll talk" but they were already on their way, and the operator said if i hung up the fire department would have to come in and bust open the door. so, he was upset that i couldn't call them off. when the cops did come, one of them seriously pushed him on the bed with the pillow to his face saying "so you want to die, huh?!" i stood up to them, but all my boyfriend saw was that i caused it to happen. honestly, did i do the wrong thing here? i've never been so hurt by him before. he said "of course you thought what you did was right, you always think you're right!" was i wrong? :( -> he's 25, i'm 22 and we've been living together for almost a year. please, help.... Read More »
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